God does not forsake anyone in the sense you mean gsas! Anyone in hell is there because they deserved it all by themselves. (They forsook God's mercy).
Do you understand this now, do you believe it?
You worry me, you say such strange things, we contradict them, and you seem to go on believing as before. I hate having you as a Catholic believe such false and horrific things.
I am in the Mark 9:23-25 situation. If you have Catholic schools in your country, then you don't have my problem. I would like to say that I really appreciate when you and you all debunk my heresies and misinterpretations.
I understand that belief is to build not only by logic but also by the heart as per commandment 1 and 1 chorintians 13. It took me a long time to get even this far after the Qur'an and evil occult family members, and many people like I are baptized against the explicit prohibition from family and other authorities. I hope I am not getting on any member's nerves with my endless search and speculations for the apostolic truth.
You are evidently influenced (now and/or in the past) by forces that are anti-Catholic (Satanic, evil, occult). Don't you think this might be scary to the forum - Satan is powerful, could he influence us through you? God is more powerful but prayer is needed.
Could you promise to pray? That is most important of all. I and others will continue to address your reasoning but you'll need help from God too. 
I am a member of the Flame of Love of the Immaculate Heart of Mary movement. I have read Elisabeth's diary and the 31-day Consecration book, and pray the basic prayer set of the Flame including the Rosary every day, well almost every day, I miss days sometimes, when the devil upsets me so horribly that I have sky high anxiety and can't concentrate on even one word. Most days I pray them though. Because of the work I do, I rarely get time for the 15 decade Rosary, I do only the 5 decade one. But multiple times in the year, I repeat the Flame's consecration to the BVM, i.e. that I consecrate everything and everybody that I have ever had, have, and will have, past, present, and future, and without exception to the BVM, and after member Xavier here, to St Joseph too from the 1st of this month.
I do this with children too, and they consecrate all their toys and clothes and furnitures to the BVM too.
But I must say, that I don't understand a few things even with the Consecration, because why are you supposed to repeat it periodically, when you have consecrated all with your whole heart, past present, future, and without exception? Can some act of stupidity remove your things and people from the BVM even though all is now Her exclusive property and not yours any more to mess up? Would be good to know the answer to this one. Anyways, I re-consecrate all periodically.
I don't mean to scare anyone on this forum. This forum has the most learned and intelligent Catholics, therefore anyone who is a victim of past or ongoing witchcraft, and there are plenty of such victims in ex-soviet and middle-eastern countries, can look up to this forum for understanding, learning, and re-assurance. Especially considering, that pope Francis himself has acknowledged this problem of the devil showing more and more of its true colors. This has started by the way a decade or so after the Montfort book was re-discovered and the Age of Mary started, around the mid-1800's. I must sadly state, that the knowledge that dogmatic Church doctrine catalogs about the evil enemy is still mostly stuck with pre-Marian entries. People at eastern geographies of the Church are learning this the hard way, and luckily pope Francis is showing signs of considering this.
I use the information you provide on this forum to build my confidence, and to build the confidence of other victims who are Catholics now, most of them still under active persecution by their own family members because they chose to become Catholics. I guess the western world has no visibility about this, but it is the English language that provides the most easily usable materials to work at this.